(Yes, YOU!) |
Exactly a week ago I received an email. In the
message line it simply said 'Your Blog.'
At first when I saw it I got an apprehensive
feeling, assuming that I'd somehow managed to offend someone somewhere. And then
I thought, "Someone somewhere? I have only a handful of readers and I know who
they are." But this was from someone else.
Someone under my radar....
Huh!
The Not-So-Daily-Maily was started by me as
hopefully another way of sharing me and my work to potential Mayfaire fans. But
I know absolutely nothing about the format. When it says I have x-number of
subscribers, I figure those are my only readers -- friends and family who've
signed up in support so it doesn't look as though I'm just lamely writing for
the heck of it....
Occasionally I've posted prompts on my Mayfaire
facebook page, hoping that others will be drawn to the site, but it bugs me to
do so because it seems needy somehow as well as more than a little full of
myself, as if I really do think I've got something important to say. When anyone
really goes there as a result I'm always surprised. Because when you post to a blog and
the posts go by without comment, you just assume (at least I do) that messages are going out to
the Webiverse and just dissipating. And that's OK. No one's missing anything;
the Maily isn't going to change the world.
Anyway, when I opened this email I was reduced to
tears. It was from a reader who writes:
"What has really blown me away as I read your blogs
is how many times what you write has struck such deep chords in me. Each
time you blog I find that there is a kindred spirit that says, "Yes, that is
it! I get that, too".... Your blog has helped me to find the wonder of life
again. To approach life with a childlike wonder again.... Thank you! Thank you
for having the courage to share yourself with me and others!"
Holy crap.
Not only did those words make my dang day but they got inside my head and whispered, "You
see!? Every one of us could be making a difference without
even realizing it!"
And I want to make sure that what I'm making is a
GOOD difference.
Yeah, I know -- it's not like I'm curing cancer or
saving lives or healing the planet. But I would like to think that inspiring
another human bean to look at life with childlike wonder has to be sort of
important too, right? That's what I'm choosing to tell myself,
anyway.
And just an FYI: At any given moment someone might
be watching you, hearing you, reading you, observing you, learning from you,
being inspired by you. You have the opportunity to make a difference!
Turn it into something magickal, 'k? Because the world needs more magick. And it
REALLY needs more You.
:)
...
P.S. If you're reading these words, I thank the
Universe for you. Love 'n hugs 'n fresh-from-the-oven, triple-chocolate-chunk
brownies to you, my friend. You're not just a rock star, you're a whole dang
mountain range, and I am so lucky to have you for my reader.
You rock!!! Your words, drawings and snapshots really do inspire me and I am so happy that someones email has shown you how special you truly are!!! Hugs!
ReplyDeleteDitto!!!! I haven't been on line in a while, but when I am, I love to hear what you've been up to. Your unique vision always inspires me! xxxooo!
ReplyDeleteBig thankyous, Leslie and Laurel; your words mean a lot to me! :)
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